Autism

Super long never blog riaoz.

Randomly recalled this conversation I had with my sisters a few days back.

Apparently, when I was very very young, I used to be a little autistic. Yah, ME, AUTISTIC. LOL. We heard from our mom I used to play alone and just stuck to this little corner.

And only today did I know that my sister used to jio me to play together with her, but I totally turned away and ignored her. And guess what? She would start to scold me and all -.-

Okay this I didn't know...

Maybe that's why I'm not that sociable or great at making friends.
Maybe that's why sometimes I feel a little lonely but I'm still happy with doing things alone.
Maybe that's why most of the time i don't really give a damn about what people think, because to put it simply, I don't need them. So who gives a fuck care about what you think of me?

Haha anti-social...
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And randomly too, I visited the old AEJ12 blog... Kind of miss those carefree days, where we go to school just to sleep in class everyday, haha. Then to classes, lunch, practical lessons together. Go out after school. Slacking forever in project room. lots of teasing and fun times. But time can never turn back.

People who are gone are gone forever. It's so obvious they don't care anymore.

Maybe it was meant to be from the start? Actually, I kind of expected things to turn out this way even before we graduated.