Where rainbows end

I’ve been thinking a lot recently.

I can’t help it but sometimes feel that I’ve been taken for granted. What for do I do so many things for someone, try to accommodate, and end up receiving nothing? True, they say you don’t expect anything in return for what you want to do to a person wholeheartedly. But tell me, who in the world really expects nothing in return? Even if just a tiny little bit, I’m sure they do yearn to receive something instead of always giving.

Sometimes you receive it, sometimes you don’t.

I accommodated so much, but I guess this is how you actually feel. I seriously don’t think this will lead anywhere in the future. Maybe somewhere in the ages of time, we won’t even talk to each other anymore.

Maybe when our names come up in conversations in the future, each of us will be like, “Oh, that whowhowho I used to be close to. I wonder how is he/she doing right now?”