Change

Lately I’ve been very hard to please. I get angry, disgusted, upset at every little thing. I don’t even feel like talking to people anymore.

Maybe I’ve changed. Maybe people changed me.
I’m getting by, trying to overlook it happened. But no. Sorry. Can’t forgive, can’t forget. I can only pretend that I do not mind.

I feel so appalled with myself sometimes.

Maybe I can just use these 5 years to fade away into the background.
It’s like recently, I don’t want to care about whatever happens to anyone, and I don’t want anyone to come care about my life.

I am starting to really, really dislike people.