Tabs

Wednesday, December 7, 2011

我不會喜歡你

我想我應該應該不會愛你 
為了要努力 努力的不愛你 
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你
這樣你就不忍心和我分離 
我想我討厭 討厭驕傲的你 
也討厭美好 美好的那個你 
於是我要自己假裝討厭你 
那麼你就捨不得離我而去 

我必須說我真的不會喜歡你 
我不喜歡你佔據我所有思緒 
連你的竊笑也像是鼓勵 
從早安後的早餐到晚餐後的晚安 
別笑了 別笑了 我不會喜歡你 

我放空了 我解脫了 
你還是在我的眼裡 我喜歡了 
我討厭了 影響不了我的呼吸
原來我 已經無法自拔 
我秘密的 愛上你 

你不必懂 我真的不會喜歡你 
我不想要你因為我變得消極 
有你的城市下雨也美麗 
從黎明後的太陽 到深夜裡的月光 
別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你 
別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你

Monday, December 5, 2011

Once Upon A December

It's been so long since I last did a proper blog post. Promise myself I'll be done publishing the drafts before December ends!

Now that December has come, it randomly reminded me of Anastasia.

Dancing bears, painted wings,
Things I almost remember
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Things it yearns to remember

Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory

And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December


I think, I've changed. It's like, many things don't matter to me anymore. And what people think of me have started to weigh so little, I start to feel nothing at all. I guess it's a good change. I should stop wasting my time on people who are not worth it.