我想我應該應該不會愛你
為了要努力 努力的不愛你
所以我讓自己那麼喜歡你
這樣你就不忍心和我分離
我想我討厭 討厭驕傲的你
也討厭美好 美好的那個你
於是我要自己假裝討厭你
那麼你就捨不得離我而去
我必須說我真的不會喜歡你
我不喜歡你佔據我所有思緒
連你的竊笑也像是鼓勵
從早安後的早餐到晚餐後的晚安
別笑了 別笑了 我不會喜歡你
我放空了 我解脫了
你還是在我的眼裡 我喜歡了
我討厭了 影響不了我的呼吸
原來我 已經無法自拔
我秘密的 愛上你
你不必懂 我真的不會喜歡你
我不想要你因為我變得消極
有你的城市下雨也美麗
從黎明後的太陽 到深夜裡的月光
別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你
別想了 別想了 我不會喜歡你
Wednesday, December 7, 2011
Monday, December 5, 2011
Once Upon A December
It's been so long since I last did a proper blog post. Promise myself I'll be done publishing the drafts before December ends!
Now that December has come, it randomly reminded me of Anastasia.
I think, I've changed. It's like, many things don't matter to me anymore. And what people think of me have started to weigh so little, I start to feel nothing at all. I guess it's a good change. I should stop wasting my time on people who are not worth it.
Now that December has come, it randomly reminded me of Anastasia.
Dancing bears, painted wings,
Things I almost remember
And a song someone sings,
Once upon a December
Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory
Far away, long ago
Glowing dim as an ember
Things my heart used to know
Things it yearns to remember
Someone holds me safe and warm
Horses prance through a silver storm
Figures dancing gracefully
Across my memory
And a song
Someone sings
Once upon a December
I think, I've changed. It's like, many things don't matter to me anymore. And what people think of me have started to weigh so little, I start to feel nothing at all. I guess it's a good change. I should stop wasting my time on people who are not worth it.
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